On decisions

  I used to ponder upon the decisions i've made in my life that have brought me to that particular point of presence - being wrong or right to turn left or right. Of course it doesn't matter much, actually it doesn't matter at all, if you don't learn from it. But that's yet another banality, as well as statement that people often make that they don't regret anything that has happened in their lives and the decisions they've made, because they look from the point-of-now and if it's all good, then it means that being wrong at some points of their lives has eventually lead them to the right path.
  After the decision has been made and we've already faced the consequences, we tend to judge whether it was right or wrong - more often I find myself thinking that I've made the wrong decision, because of unfulfilled expectations or smthn. But then you find yourself thinking - maybe the other alternatives were even worse? Maybe all of them were good but it was all the matter of performance. Yes, then you come about issue of performing under conditions and situation you're at - perform your best in situation of now. You can screw up all the great chances that come across and might as well make a wrong situation better.
  Then again, I look at the persons around that have done the right thing even if there was really little information given, just relying on their senses, intuition and ultimately - the golden state of mind. Right! Keep your poise, take a breath, push the button and don't let the leash go to loose. Determination of course is another story :).