July 31, 2008
Maybe not a rat race
They think that we're all running for boosted-looks, but hey, take another look where are these queues at!
On answering
It's easy to answer. It's a bit more difficult to give a fair or a thought-through answer. Sometimes it's hard to answer because actually the inquirer doesn't expect your answer, but the one of his. But the answerer gets it the most wrong when he pays little attention on the question, but deviates the flow of his answer to his own-sweet topics where he feels so comfortable than anywhere else - it seems for him so pleasant that he falls in love with this routine and from then on takes every chance to get to that cozy position.
July 30, 2008
books in boxes
I guess it would be a bit arrogant to categorize all the people in miserables, desperates and those who are livin' it up. So I won't.
July 27, 2008
July 23, 2008
July 21, 2008
Lately
Surprisingly, but sometimes you don't have to be better than you are to get what you want. In contrary - the worse the better. Maybe the worse is the better one so actually you are better while being worse.
The more I get the more I want
Nice try in merging house and RnB. Kinda mainstream, but still incredibly catchy.
July 18, 2008
El el
What's the sense of fruitless conversation if you don't benefit from it also in any other means? I'm too old to afford myself being self-tortuously polite.
July 17, 2008
Rytas
I woke up last morning, saw a guy staring at me. His hair was messy, his look was blur, seemingly he hadn't shaved for days and was heading towards another purposelessful day of his life. He proceeded to the toilet, I remained at the same place I was - in the mirror of his life.
July 14, 2008
July 12, 2008
Got monkey off your back?
Session is dead and done, and the immediate consequence should be a huge relief and some sort of feeling of a sealed deal. But what if it's not so? What if the stress and tension is what fuels us doesn't let us so comfortably go with the flow, but makes us come over ourselves - at least try so. The other issue is - for how long one (Calvanese's legacy :) can remain purposefully focused on this run of session obsession in a long run or on a single stretch of a day. How to escape deviation tries conducted by natural lazyness and unwillingness to push oneself? I must confess - I didn't come up with a solution - I hit my self off the track using the most foolish excuses, even more - when i didn't have one I lookedup for it. And the result regretufully is the one that I foresaw already a while ago. My everunderdetermined-me let me down again, and this time the hard way. After every single such occasion you think you learned a lesson and there is still space and time to make-it-better-next-time and that you'll be capable to come over yourself that time - the next time, ok - maybe. But what will happen when I'll start to preassume that it'll be all the same all over again, without any tries? Yeah that's no more "Houston, we have a problem" occasion, that's already the IT - GAME OVER!
July 11, 2008
On friends
Today I discovered that actually I can miss spending time with someone, like a friend. I hope to see him there in Riga soon. Actually I have them 2 or 3, depending on the definition of a friend, others around are more or less in-outs - regretfully. Mainly it depends on ability and willingness to be a friend and these are things I apparently lack.
I know that if you would you could
When you fall, you don't care, because you're on the fall. And who're you with your problems right now? No sorry, no please, I'm on the fall, you know!?
July 10, 2008
July 09, 2008
July 06, 2008
July 05, 2008
very tmp
Sweet-and-sour moving on and bitter stay? Maybe the second one is the life and the first one - runaway? Tourist at home and tourist when away.
July 04, 2008
July 03, 2008
Prospecitve-exes
Ļena is collecting pics of her prospective former course mates of this year, so this was one of the musts. Yeah and of course we are pretending there a bit :).
July 02, 2008
July 01, 2008
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